Off the car and on to the ground.

               Wow its been practiculy a month since the last time i have written in this thing. I think thats pretty bad. Just last night Me,christain,jess.m,jenn.m,and dave went to are special spot at the end of a very long trail. To watch the stars and to be amused with the amazing views. Oh and also being killed by cornstalks. Everyone but jess were on the back of the car going 45 miles per hour most of the time.We smoked two blunts while we were on the back still in motion. But near the end of are trip jess was going 45 miles per hour And slowed up a little to make a steap turn but before i know it im on the ground laying on my chest. The only thing i had to hold on to was the antena. And at the same time i had jenns wieght on my back for about a good twenty five minutes so i think i held out pretty good.

          But how cares about that. oday I was late before school because the bus did not come at the right time so i had to call thye grandparents and ask them for a ride to school. they gave me a hard time but i8f their my only way to get to school i told her that she will take me to school or i just will not go to school. so i get their late and that means i got yet another detemtion. this school is wierd because its like if you get one detention they just some how just keep on stacking up.That school is a pieace of shit and i sware to god that i will burn down their new score stand.The only thing that school is good for is a good education and it is a good connection to see and make friends.

            After School i thought that ii wa suppose to do this community dance thing at mainland i thought it would be cool i showed up. But ii already had plans with sam for the night. So i guess it depends on the time that i get home. once i get home i will know if im going tonight or not. but i guess if i dont go there will be plenty of other things that i could do for that school later on in my school carreer. And thank you sam for thtat wonderful letter it means alot to me thank you baby i love you.

          Tonight was pretty cool i got to spend time with my baby and do my homework and chill to ironmaiden.i also got to type in my xanga i havent been able to do this with in almost exactly one month. i guess i just havent had the time to type in it but from now on im going to try my hardest to make the time to type in this stupid journal of mine. Alright im finished.

         Rock hard and rock on my nigs.

woo nick here's your xanga, i fucked up mine in the process of making yours, so you better like it.

sorry about ruining your last entry, the fonts all fucked up.

love you,

julie

hey today was amazing i got to see sam. That made me so happy because i have not seen her in like a week... [its roland i love nick he is amazing i <3333 him forever] Anyway i spent practiculy the whole day with sam i left my house at three twenty and got to her house at four thirty. We spent the whole day toghether in her room watching strangeland it was pretty cool but i didnt see part of the beginning but the rest was good. but the movie didnt even matter because i was just happy to see her. I had so much fun it was great. But since her parents wanted to go out i had to leave early i think around eight thirty. so we made up a lie about jen coming to pick me up but they didnt buy it so they took me home. As soon i got home i found out that no one wasnt there  so i left to go to roseanna's. when i got there i found out that roland was there thats cool as hell i love you. About ten minutes in to when i got there me and roland left for about five to smoke a blackmild its not the best but i relly needed a little bit of something to calm me down. When we got back we asked her dad for a ride to julies. so we get here around nine fifty five. so now were waiting for bryan to get off the bus and for jess to get here. Once every one gets here were going to get a very important plant. But the one thing that would make this night even better is if sammi was here.  god i wish she was here i love her so much. my sisters visit ended today she went home around twelve. I really hope she gets better enough so she can come home because i really do miss her. but anyway its not the end of the night yet but nim finished typing so i can already tell whats going to happen tonight were going to get some weed then were going to smoke a little and then when i go home im going to call my baby and talk to her for about three hours ok and thats it.